We have been amazed watching Mailee grow (not just physically) but how much her personality has started to shine through. My heart melts every morning when I am greeted by my little sunshine. She always brightens my day with her big smile when I come into her room for the first time. I can tell she thinks the world of me, just as I do her. I love everything about her... how soft her skin feels, her smell, the way she lights up when Sahara enters the room, how she watches her in awe. I love that I can comfort her when she needs comforting and how she can comfort me too. She is silly and sometimes demanding and stubborn - but hey, she IS a mix of John and me :)
My emotions are all over the board with every milestone she hits; they go from excitement and pride to fear and sadness of my baby growing up too quickly. On one hand I can not wait to experience all the "firsts" with Mailee through the years and getting to see the world through her eyes... but I also want to hold on to the precious moments of her as a baby who wants to snuggle with me. My good friend, Meredith (who has 3 children, one of whom will be entering high school next year) warned me how quickly the years go by and sometime when I am in a hurry and need to get something done and wishing that Mailee will hurry up and finish nursing... I stop and remember Meredith's warning and advice and hold Mailee's hand and look down at her and think to myself how lucky I am to have my little girl.
















































